I might sound like an attention seeking bunch of freak in this post but this is how i express myself. i often count on my friends when my family isnt there for me. Despite knowing that my family supports me in everything i do, i just cant seem to feel them around me as much as I feel the support of my friends. but now? ther're all gone. They've moved on. They have new friends, and yet, im still here, trying my best to get back to them. I've tried my best in getting close with them again, but they avoid me. New Friends? Sure, but what are the chances? I've tried making new ones and yet, we dont seem to get along as well as I expected it to be.
I guess what i'm trying to say is that, i just wish i have someone to count on, someone who talks to me when i need someone to talk to, someone who i can share my problems with, someone who i can be myself with, someone who can always be honest with me. Lastly, someone who likes me being with them despite my foolishness and insanity.
