Do you know what is it like being downgraded? Being compared with someone better? Or maybe being the worst among the community? Despite knowing that you have reached the maximum limit of your effort. You yearn to be someone. Someone which you enjoy doing what they do best, just by being yourself. But yet nothing seems to convince you, that you have what it takes, to be that someone. Eventually, the existence of hesitation, of doing what you love most, is present. Due to the fact that you have no support from absolutely anyone, has dramatically ruined your confidence. Main reason is that, we have nothing to be confident upon.
The dice is in your hands. People placing bets on you. Expecting, that you could get what they want. Eventually, u have nothing to offer and they get the contrary of what they've been hoping for. That's when finger pointing starts. People starts turning their back on you. You have no other path to walk on, except the walk of shame. Thus, it crucially destroys your self-esteem. There's nothing you can do but to just resist the pain that runs in your body.
What would you do? What would you feel? How will you bare with this matter? And lastly, How would you feel, IF YOU WERE IN MY SHOE?
