Dear YOU, you're pressuring me and u don't know it

Honestly speaking, i don't think I can make it in my pre-u program... Thing has been out of way recently... Being in form 6 has made me look not and more stupid and I'm pretty sure my family noticed me being more and more stupid, except not knowing that it's becuz of form 6... Society doesn't get along well with u... Whatever u did right, is wrong for others, and whatever wrong u did, is also wrong for others... Then whats the point of even trying? Well in my case, the society that I'm referring to is MY FAMILY!!! I mean seriously, what is it they want me to do that could impress them... What is it that they want from me to satisfy their needs... Im hoping that they could read this, cuz by talking to them, they would only cut me off and start hitting me with their words... Explanation? I don't think so!!! most of the time they think they know everything about what we teens are going thru... Honestly, who doesn't go thru a life of a teen? The only thing that differentiate them is what they have how thru...