once again, he was admitted in the hospital. but this time is bcuz of high fever... quite worried about him though. if only he gets better from his condition sooner or later, i would like to spend more time with him just like before. i remember the times when he and i used to drive out to the junction and eat... hahaha... i also remember the times whenever he drives, im the one who helped him to shift the gear. i really miss him... dear god, thank you for giving my grandpa another chance to live. if only u can make him like what he is last time i would be rather more thankful. please give him the strength to stand and walk just like before. the only thing im afraid about him is that he would think that he doesnt have any reason to live and he wants to end his life... i dont want that to happen. please god, in ur name i pray. amen