Sometimes, somethings are better off not knowing, and sometimes, someone is better off with out you. All you gotta do is to accept the fact, that things are at its best, when you're not around. Curiosity kills the cat. But what if, that matter you're curious about, brings nothing but pain and heartache, especially after knowing it? Don't you just wish that you can just turn back time and not listen to what was told?
You gotta learn to accept the fact. But the truth is just to hard to accept, too hard to absorb within you. Too painful to move on. Too heavy to take it with you. People look down to you, because of your past. But yet, your past is what describes what you are today.
You know that feeling? When you just feel like ending your life? You're currently having trust issues, due to the fact of what had happened before. You long to talk to someone, but yet, there's nobody there for you. Sharing the hows and whats in you'd mind is the only way of letting all the problems you faced, out of your mind. But yet, you don't have anyone to talk to, who's there for you. Heavenly Father, only you know how I really feel. You know how much I need help, you know that I'm in trouble, you know that I yearn to talk to someone. Please god. Please send me someone who I can talk to. Who I can trust. Who listens to my problems and bring me up again. Someone who's in the same page as me...
